Motherhood is more complicated than I thought. Now that I have two little angels, it is hard to balance life you know especially that I work a full time job. My husband is really trying to have me stay at home. He said maybe in two years. We have to finish our basement first which is understandable. I appreciate all of his effort and hardwork. He is so hardworking.

Today, after a chiropractic visit, I found out from the doctor that I have this stiffed muscle in my shoulders area. He said that is the sign of being tired from working (especially a desk job). I agree. I am tired of sitting at a desk whole day 4 days a week.

I hope and pray that I can stay at home someday and take care of the kids. It will be less stress and then I can be in a better mood when I am with the little ones.